God knows what's even happened here, we broke up two, three months ago, and it's still just as damaging to one another now. We were very sad when we broke up, it got better, and now it's gotten worse again. Arguing all the time, getting on each others' nerves, I just live in hope that living in a separate bedroom will aid how we react to one another, but I can't just put all my eggs in one basket.
What if things never change, what if we need to totally separate to both be happy? That's sad, but sometimes he frustrates me so much that all I actually want to do is leave and never come back.
Something needs to change here.